I want to eat alot. I will become fat. Then I will have boobs. Then I will lose weight. Then I will go for plastic surgery. Then I will be perfect. Then I will be Miss Chio Bu. Then I can find handsome and rich boyfriend. Then I will have more love. Then I will become Tai Tai. Then I everyday eat Dim Sum, play Mahjong and go shopping.
Not like now, I'm fucking stressed up with everything and everyday. Everybody just expects me to be somebody else. But I am me, not that I don't want to change. It's just not easy to change, there are so many things you have to sacrifice. I'm just very tired with how life is. Sigh, nothing is going to change. No matter, how much Ice Cream I eat, it will never make any difference.